♥ posted October 12, 2008, 4:29 am

Woofing down two packets of Koka (original stir fry) instant noodles in the dead of the night has become a routine. Yes Koka, the as advertised no MSG instacrap.

I feel like I need to reevaluate my life and goals and all that.

But right now all I can think of is buying those pretty clothes. Collage has shorts arranged according to length, how freaking awesome is that?

Sometimes I forget how beautiful my Macbook Pro is. It reminds me of how everything revolves around how beautiful something is. Would I have bought one of them PC laptops instead of the MBP? Maybe, if everything else within it outshines that of the MBP, but then again deep down inside I would have wished I had bought the MBP instead just because it is pretty. The same goes for men.

So what happens when you are manufactured as one of them boring, bland and plain ugly beige boxes? You’re just, doomed… like, sorry, it’s just how life works.

“It would have been easier to love you more
if you were better looking.”

One day, I am going to be one of them lean, toned men with perfect skin.